Each moment the blade penetrated my skin, I forgot what it was like to be on my face in the dirt.
Every drop of blood was a reminder that I still belong to the earth, that I was flesh and blood, that those boys weren't everything in my body.
Cutting myself, hurting myself freed me from the hurt they inflicted. I was the one doing the damage, not them.
看到第三季，大家公认最感人的一集是310，Al在Dana的病房外声泪俱下，和她一起瘫倒的玩具向日葵唱着you are my sunshine。撕心裂肺。
但是我个人被触动最深的是第二季Shane发现Jenny在浴室自残的一段。Shane一把抱住Jenny说，we gonna get u out. 她懂得Jenny的无法自已，她没有judgement，只有温暖的理解和承诺。我看着Shane小心翼翼地用毛巾盖住Jenny的伤口，几乎感动得颤抖。。有Shane这样的朋友，Jenny，你是有多幸运。
